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R+NlWk; ghiwfs;

,uh. rlNfhgd;

nghJth jdpk vd;id thl;Lwg;ngy;yhk; me;jg; ngupa ghwhq; fy;Yf;F Nkyjhd; eh Vwp ,Ug;Ngd;. mq;fpUe;J ghj;jh Rj;J tl;lhuj;jpy cs;s gj;Jj; Njhl;lq;fSk; njupAk;. vq;f Njhl;lj;jpNyNa nuhk;g xrukhd xU vlj;Jy mJ fk;gPukh xU ghiwf;Fd;W Nghy epkpu;e;J epw;Fk;. ghiwf;F eLTy ,Ue;j ePk;gy;y fhl;L kuk; xd;D nuhk;g mlu;j;jpah fpis gug;gp neoy; ju;wjhy cr;rp ntapy;y $l me;jg; ghw R+NlwhJ. me;jf; fhl;L kuj;Njhl Ngu vj;jidNah Ngu;fpl;l Nfl;bl;Nld;> ,d;Dk; fz;Lgpbf;f Kbay.

,];$y; yPT Tl;L %Z thuk; Kbag; NghTJ. jpq;ff; nfok ,];$Yf;F NghtDk;. Mdh vg;gb Nghtg; NghNwd;D vdf;F Gupay. vy;yh ngur;rpidfSf;Fk; fhuzk; ,e;j ,];$y; upg;Nghl;l mg;ghf;fpl;l fhl;b ird; thq;f Kbahk NghdJjh.

,];$y; yPT cl;lJNk “vq;flh X upg;Nghl;L” mg;gBd;D mg;gh Nfl;lhU. eh ,d;Dk; juy;yd;D ngha; nrhy;ypg;Gl;Nld;.

vd;dh ngur;rdd;dh tFg;Gy vg;NghJNk xd;dhk; Gs;isy ,Ue;J Ie;jhk; Gs;isf;Fs;shu eh te;JUNt. ,e;j nkhw vd;ida gjpdhwhk; Gs;isf;F js;spg; Gl;lhq;f. eh gjpdhwhk; Gs;isah te;jpUf;fpw tprak; mg;ghTf;F njupQ;rh KJFj; Njhy cwpr;rp cg;Gf; fz;lk; Nghl;UthU.

mTU nrhy;w khjpupap KJFj; Njhy cwpr;rp cg;Gf;fz;lk; vy;yh Nghl KbahJd;D vdf;Fe; njupA. Mdh mtU Njhl;lj;J Ntypapy ,Uf;fpw Neuhd rg;ghj;J nrb fk;g ntl;b ifg;gpbnay;yh tr;rp rPtp fha tr;rp fl;lYf;fbapy nrhUfp tr;rpUg;ghU. me;jf; fk;G KJFy gjk; ghf;FwJk; cg;Gf; fz;lk; NghLwJk; xd;Djhd;.

eh me;j ghwNky Fe;jpf;fpd;D fd;dj;jpy iftr;rpf;fpl;L fg;gy; fTe;jJ khjpup Nahrpr;rpl;L ,Uf;ifapyjh me;j nuz;L fupr;rhq; FUtpfSk; te;J kuj;jpy ,Ue;jhq;f. fupr;rhq;FUtpq;fd;dh vdf;F nuhk;gg; gpbf;Fk;. Vd;dh mTq;f khj;jpue;jhd; ehk nfhLf;fpw nfhuYf;F vjpu;f;nfhuy; FLg;ghq;f. ek;kNshl NgRthq;f.

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,e;j ehS tupfs ey;yh ftdpr;rpq;fd;dh “fpr;rp.. fpr;rp...” mg;gbq;fpwJf;F Nkyhf xt;nthU tupapyAk; neiwa tpj;jpahrk; ,Ug;gJ ntsq;Fk;. ftdpf;fhk Nuhl;y Nghwtq;fSf;F ,e;jf; FUtpg; ghir fhl;Lf; fj;jyhfj;jh NjhDk;. Mdh fhJ nfhLj;J Nfl;lh mjd; ,ir> njhdp> uhfk;> jhsk; ,k;kp gprfhk Nff;Fk;. VNjh mu;j;jk; GupapwJ NghyTk; ,Uf;Fk;. eh mNjhl fija Nfl;L newajlt urpr;rpUf;Nfd;.

eh ,e;j fupr;rhq; FUtpfNshl neiwa jlt Ngrp ,Uf;Nfd;. mJq;fNshl NgRwJy ,Uf;fpw kfpo;r;rp NgRdtq;fSf;F kl;Le;jhe; njupAk;. mTq;fNshl NgRwJd;dh tprpybf;f njupQ;rpUf;fZk;. tprpy; ghr jhd; mTq;fSf;F ntsq;Fk;. Vd;> ikdhq;fSf;fpl;l $l tprpy; ghirapy Ngryhk;. mJTk; “G+ ikdhq;fpw” ehfdtha; gwt tprpy; ghirf;F ey;yhNt fhJ nfhLj;J Nfl;Fk;. gag;glhk fpl;l te;J vijnay;yhNkh NgRk;.

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eh ,e;j %Zthukh rupah ntisahlNt ,y;y. ,e;jf; fy;Y Nky te;J Fe;jpf;fpl;L fupr;rhq; FUtpNahlAk;> ikdhf;fNshlAk; Ngr neidf;fpNwd;. Kbay. ,e;j upg;Nghl; ntsfhuk; jiyf;Fs;s GFe;Jfpl;L gaKWj;jpf;fpl;Nl ,Uf;F.

eh tFg;Gy xd;dhTJy ,Ue;J IQ;rhtJ vlj;Jf;Fs;s te;JUNtd;D nrhd;dj itr;R eh ey;yh gbf;fpw nghbad; mg;gBd;D ePq;fs;yhk; jg;gh nedr;rpw $lhJ. Vd;dh vdf;F gbf;fpwJy nfhQ;rq; $l tpUg;gk; ,y;y. gbf;fpwJq;fpwJ ghtf;fh rhg;gpLw khjpup frf;Fk;. vdf;F ntisahLwjhd; gpbf;Fk;. tpl;lh KO ehSk; tpisahLNthk;. Mdh Tl khl;lhq;f. ghjpapy ,Oj;Jf;fpl;L Nghap “,te;jhd; yPlu;D” nrkj;jpah nkhj;Jthq;f. eh mJf;nfy;yh fyq;fpdNj fpilahJ. ngupatq;fd;dh rpd;d nghbaq;fs mbf;fZk;D nedr;rpf;fpl;bUf;fhq;f..........

vq;f tPl;y kj;jtq;f vy;yhk; tpOe;J tpOe;J gbg;ghq;f. mtq;f jhd; vdf;F vkq;f. jk;gp> jq;fr;rp> mz;zh> vq;f %j;j mf;fhNthl %Z Gs;isq;f vy;yh xNu tPl;y ,Ue;J ,];$Yf;F NghNthk;. mTq;fy;yhk; ey;y khu;f; thq;Fk; NghJ xdf;F Vd;lh khu;f; nfhiwAJd;D mbg;ghq;f. mjdhy tFg;Gy xd;dhtJ nuz;lhtJ Gs;isah thuJf;F eh xU nlf;Fdpf;F itr;rpUe;Nj. me;j nlf;dpf;F vd;dhd;D njupQ;rh ePq;f $l Mr;rupag;gLtPq;f.

eh xd;dhq;fpsh]; nuz;lhk; fpsh]; gbf;fpwg;g ,Ue;Nj rpj;jpu ghlj;jpy E}W khu;f; thq; fpUNt. eh ey;yh rpj;jpuk; tiugtd;D Ngu;thq;fpl;Nl. ,g;g vl;lhq; fpsh]; tiuf;Fk; mJ njhlUJ. mJNghy “ifg;gzp”d;D xU ghlk; ,Ue;Jr;R. mJTk; vdf;F ifte;j fy. rpd;djh g];> nyhwp> fhu;> khl;L tz;b ,g;gb vy;yh nrQ;rp nrQ;rp $l;lhspq;fSf;nfy;yh nfhLg;Ngd;.

tPRd nrkd; bd;d ntl;b jl;ilahf;Fdh jq;fj; jfL Nghy jfjfd;D ,Uf;Fk;. mJy nul;il kapy;fs; nul;ilf; fpspfs;> mg;nghwk; Ntw Ntw bird; ndy;yh Nghl;L mg;gh nk\pd; ijf;fpwJf;F itr;rpUf;fpw fj;jpupf;Nfhy fsth vLj;J mofh ntl;b ez;gq;f tPLfSf;nfy;yhk; FLj;JUNt. ,g;g $l neiwa Ngu; tPl;L nrtj;Jy ,e;j khjpup N[hlid vy;yhk; njhq;fpf; fpl;Lk; n[hypr;Rf;fpl;Le;jhd; ,Uf;F. rpy Neuk; mJ fws; gpbr;rp ,Ue;jJk; fol;b tPrpg; GLthq;f. mg;gjh vdf;F kdR tUj;jkh ,Uf;Fk;. ,g;gbjh xU khjpup “ifg;gzp” ghlj;jpyAk; E}W khf;]; thq;fpUtd;.

vq;f Njhl;lj;j Rj;jp rpy rpq;fs fpuhkq;f ,Ue;jjhy vq;fNshl ntisahl rpq;fs nghbaq;fSk; tUthq;f. mTq;fNshl rpq;fsj;Jy Ngrp Ngrp vdf;Fs;s rpq;fs ghi\Ak; nfhQ;rk; tse;JUr;rp. vq;f ,];$y;y Kjpahd;Nrq;fpw rpq;fs kh];lu; ,Ue;jhU. mtU rpq;fs ghlk; vLf;fpw NghJ ghlg; Gj;jfj;ij vd;dplk; nfhLj;J vd;dj; jhd; thrpf;fr; nrhy;YthU. ehDq; $l rpq;fs ghlj;jpy nfhQ;rk; mjpfkh fuprid fhl;wJ vdf;Nf njupQ;rJ.

“n`l;l ,];Nfhy gl;lq; fd;dh jtr> v`p kh ad;dl;l nghN`hk nfkj;jp” (ehisf;F ,];$y; Muk;gpf;Fk; ehs;. vdf;F mq;F Nghwjtpl re;Njh\k; NtW fpilahJ...) ,J ehshk; tFg;Gy ehd; gbj;j rpq;fs ghlj;jpd; tupfs;. ,g;gTq; $l mJ vdf;F Qhgfk; ,Uf;Fd;dh ghj;Jf;Fq;fNs. mJ ehy rpq;fs kh];lu; vdf;F E}W khf;]; NghLthu;fpwJy cq;fSf;F re;Njfk; tu fhuzkpUf;fhJd;D neidf;fpNwd;.

,Jjhd; eh tFg;Gy xd;whk; Gs;s> nuz;lhk; Gs;s thu nlf;Fdpf;F. ,e;j %Z ghlj;jpy Ntw ve;j gaY E}W khf;]; thq;f khl;lhDf. mTq;f vy;yh fzpjk;> tpQ;Qhdk; ghlq;fsjhd; Kf;fp> Kf;fp gbg;ghq;f. mJy $l Mff; $Ljyh thq;Fdh mWgJf;F Nky NghfhJ. ehD $l kj;j ghlq;fy;yAk; ehg;gJ khf;]; vg;gbahtJ thq;fpLNt.

vdf;F nfhQ;rq; $l Gbf;fhj ghlk;dh fzf;Fjh. fzf;F kh];lu; gbg;gpf;fpwJ xd;DNk ntsq;fhJ. Mdh jhl;L G+l;LD gbg;Gr;Rl;L gj;J fzf;Fg; Nghl;Ll;L ehisf;F nrQ;Rfpl;L thq;fd;D NghapUthW. vdf;F mg;gNt ghjp cRW NghapUk;. vg;gbahtJ kj;j gaYq;ff;fpl;l nfQ;rp $j;jhb nfhg;gpabr;rpf;fpl;L Nghdh mj fzf;F kh];lu; fz;L gpbr;rpUthU. mtU Nff;fpw nuz;L Nfs;tpf;F vq;f fpl;l gjpY ,Uf;fhJ. ehq;f KopNah KopNahd;D Kopf;fpwj ghj;Jnguk;g vLg;ghU.

ehq;f xU Vnol;L NgU ve;j ehSk; mtUfpl;l mbthq;FNth. mtU ifapy mbf;f khl;lhU. vy;yhiuAk; tupirah epf;f itr;R nrtj;J gf;fk; jpUk;gr; nrhy;yp gpd;dhy jl;lj;Jy %Z mb mbg;ghU. Fz;br;rj gpQ;rpu;w khjpup ,Uf;Fk;. mJdhy fzf;F ghlk; ,Uf;fpw ehs;y nuz;L fhy; rl;l Nghl;Lf;fpl;L tUNthk;. Nkyjpf ghJfhg;gh jbr;r nfhg;gp Gj;jf kl;ila fpopr;Rl;L fhy; rl;ilf;F cs;shu nrhUfp Nky rl;la Nghl;LUNthk;. kl;ilNahl nfhg;gpa nrhUFdh mbf;fpwg;g “kBu;D” rj;jq; Nfl;Fk;. kh];lU fz;L gpbr;RUthU.

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fupr;rhq;FUtp ghl;l epWj;jp nuhk;g Neukhr;R. mJ vg;Ngh jdJ ghl;l epWj;jpr;rpd;D vdf;Fj; njupahJ. Vq; fty vdf;F> ahUf;fpl;l Nghap ,jr; nrhy;wJ. R+upad; cr;rpf;Fg; Nghf Nghf vk; kz;ilAk; R+lhfpf;fpl;Nl NghTJ.

,e;j upg;Nghu;L ntraj;j nrhy;y te;J vijnaijNah nrhy;ypf;fpl;bUf;Nf> ,y;y> tprak; ,Jjhd;. vq;f ,];$Yf;F ifg;gzp ghlj;Jf;F GJrh xU kh];lu; te;jhU. mtUf;F ,d;dKk; vq;fsg; gj;jpnay;yhk; rupah ntsuk; njupahJ. mg;gb ,Uf;Fk; NghJjh ,e;j Mz;L ,Wjpg; guPl;r te;Jr;rp. ehDq; $l vy;yhUk; khjpup tof;fk; Nghyjhd; guPl;r vOjpNd. Mdh ,e;j ifg;gzp ghlj;Jf;F guPl;r xd;Dk; vOJwJ ,y;y. VjhtJ xU ifgzpg; nghUs tPl;y ,Ue;J nrQ;rpf;fpl;L tUk;gb kh];lU nrhy;YthU. ehq;fSk; ehq;f tpUk;gpdj nrQ;rpf;fpl;Lg; Nghtk;. mjg;ghj;Jl;L kh];lu; khf;]; NghLthU.

,e;j Kiw eh nuhk;g nkdf;nfl;L Ntiyg;ghLfnsy;yhk; tr;rp xU mofhd mYkhup nrQ;rp vLj;Jf;fpl;L NghNd. kh];l;lU vy;yhUk; nrQ;rpf;fpl;L te;j ifg;gzpg; nghUs;fs vy;yhk; xt;nthd;dh vLj;J ahUJd;D Nfl;L Nfl;L khf;]; Nghl;Lf;fpl;Nl te;jhU. vd;Ndhl mYkhupia mtU njhl;Lj; jltp vLj;j NghJ vdf;F jiya gpr;Rf;fpl;L Nghw khjpup re;Njh\kh ,Ue;jpr;rp.

nghwF mj ifapy vLj;J ngul;bg; ngul;b ghj;jhU. ahU nrQ;Rf; fpl;L te;jJd;D Nfl;lhU. vy;yhg; gaYfSf;Fk; njupAk; mj ehd;jhd; nrQ;Nrd;D. eh> ehe;jh nrQ;Nr mg;gpBq;fpwJf;F milahskh ve;jpUr;rp epd;Nd. fpl;l tur; nrhd;dhU. ghuhl;lg; Nghuhu;D nedr;rp ehDk; Js;spf; Fjpr;R khdhl;lk; NghNd.

eh rpupr;Rf;fpl;Nl VNjh tpQ;Qhdf; fz;Lgpbg;g nrQ;Rg; Gl;l nrUf;NfhlTk; Mztj;NjhlTk; mtU gf;fj;jpy Ngha; epd;Nd. GJ kh];lu; vd;ida GupQ;rpf;fpl;lhu;D neidr;Nr. vy;yh gaYfisAk; vsf;fhukh xU ghu;it ghu;j;Njd;.

Mdh> mnjd;dh mtU fz;Zy neUg;ngupapw khjpup Nfhtk;y njupAJ. eh Rjhupr;rp epkpu;wJf;nfilapy fd;dj;Jy gshu;D xU miw tpOe;JUr;rp. eh Mir Mirah nkdf;nfl;L nrQ;rpf;fpl;L te;jpUe;j mYkhup J}uj;jpy; Ngha; tpOe;J nuz;lh xilQ;rp vd;dg; ghj;J rpupr;RJ.

kh];lu; vd; Njhsg; Gbr;rp cYg;gpdhU.

“Vd;lh... ntWk; gaNy....! ifg;gzp nghUs; xd;ida nrQ;Rf;fpl;L tur; nrhd;dh... xq;fg;gd nra;ar; nrhy;yp thq;fpl;L te;jpUf;fpw... Ngh... xdf;F khf;];Nr nfilahJd;Dl;lhU...”

md;idf;Fj;jh xyfk; kWGwkh Rj;JuJ vdf;F njupQ;Rr;R. eh fz;zPu; tpl;L mONj. vy;yh gaYfSk; vd; kPJ mDjhg gl;lhq;f. kh];luj; jtpu. mtU nedr;rhU mbr;rjhy typ jhq;fhk mOTNud;D. Mdh vk; kdRy tpOe;j mbahUf;Fk; njupay.

vq;fg;gh vj;jid Kiw vd;d mbr;rpUf;fhU. KJF gpQ;R Nghw msT mbr;rpUg;ghU. mg;gTk; eh mOJUf;Nfd;. mJ V xlk;Gy cOe;j mb. mJf;fhf ehd; kdrhy tUj;jg;gl;lJ nfilahJ. mg;gbNa tUj;jg;gl;lhYk; mk;kh te;J mg;ghf;fpl;lUe;J “Vq;f... rpd;d gay Nghl;L ,g;Gb mbf;fpwPq;fd;D” ,Oj;Jf;fpl;Lg; Ngha; fl;b mizj;J jlTd xld vy;yh typAk; Xbg; NghapUk;.

Mdh ,e;j kh];lu; mbr;r mba kwf;NfyhJ. V cRW ,Uf;F tiuf;F kwf;NfyhJ.

nghwF kh];lu; vdf;F ifg;gzp ghlj;Jf;F Kg;gJ khf;];jhd; Nghl;lhU. mjdhy vdf;F Nru Ntz;ba vOgJ khf;]; ,y;yhk Nghr;rp. vd;ida gjpdhwhk; Gs;isf;F js;spg;Gl;lhq;f.

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vd;djhd; kuk; neoy; je;jhYk; ghiw R+lhfpwj mjhy jLf;f Kbay. R+upad; cr;rpf;F tUk; NghJ ghw kl;Lkh R+lhFJ. xyfNk R+lhFJD V rpd;d kz;ilf;F GupQ;r NghJ mJf;F NkyAk; me;j ghw Nky xf;fhe;jpUf;f vk;kdR tpUk;gy.

eh ghiwapy; ,Ue;J vwq;fp fPNo te;Nj. ve;jg; gf;fkh ve;j vlj;Jf;F NghwJd;D $l neidf;f Kbahk Fl;bg; Nghl;l eha; Nghy mq;NfA ,q;NfAk; nfhQ;r Neuk; miyQ;Nrd;. ,e;j tpraj;ij ve;j gaYfpl;lAk; nrhy;y KbahkypUf;fpwJjhd; vd;Ndhl jtpg;G. vd;Ndhl mz;ze; jk;gpf;fpl;l $l nrhy;y KbahJ. mtpq;f mg;ghf;fpl;l fhl;bf; FLj;jpUthDq;f. nghwF KJFj; Njhy cupf;fpNw... cg;Gf;fz;lk; NghLNwd;D mTU nfsk;gpLthU.

eh vd;dh nra;ag; NghNw...?

eh vd;dh nra;ag; NghNw...?

vk; kdR ,e;jf; Nfs;tpa jpUk;gj; jpUk;g Nfl;Lf;fpl;bUe;jpr;rp. xNu xU topa jtpu vdf;F ,e;j ,f;fl;by ,Ue;J jg;GwJf;F Ntw khu;f;fNk ,y;iyD vk; kdRf;F NjhZJ.

upg;Nghl;y mg;ghNthl ird ehkNy Nghl;w Ntz;baJjhd;. ,g;gb nedr;rg;gNt xlk;Gf;F nfhQ;rk; eLf;fkhj;jhd; ,Ue;jpr;rp. jg;G nra;ag; NghwNkd;D. Mdh mg;Gbnay;yhk; ghj;jh Ntiyf;F MthJd;D Nahrpr;rp xU KbTf;F te;Jl;Nl.

vq;fg;gh ifnaOj;j NghLwJ xd;Dk; f\;lkpy;y. mTU “R. K. R uhkrhkp”d;D mr;rh vOjpapUg;ghU. Vw;fdNt upg;Nghl;y mtU ifnaOj;J ,Uf;F. mj ghj;J mg;gpbNa vOjpwyhk;.

ghiwf;Fd;W ntapy;y R+Nlwp jfpr;Rf;fpl;bUe;Jr;R. ,dpNk mJ ehY kzpf;Fg; nghwFjhd; Fspu;tilA. fupr;rhd; FUtpfisNah> ikdhf;fisNah fz;Zf;nfl;w J}uk; tiu fhz Kbay.

eh tPl;il Nehf;fpj;jh Ngha;f;fpl;bUf;Nfdhq;fpwJ fhy;fSf;F kl;Le;jhd; njupAk;.

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